...It Had Been A Rough Time...

55 days had passed since grandma is gone...forever...up tll now..i still cant believe it and cant bear to put down my true feelings...it had been a while...

i still did not want to believe that the day i receive the call from my mum....it really happen....i remember my mum n i was just talking about grandma just a day before it really happen...we kept thinking that grandma is getting better and she will get better....but that day...during that resort management tutorial...i will never forget that dead and empty feeling i felt when my mum called me and ask me to come down to the hospital...

for days i can't bear to sleep alone....always sleeping in the same room with my mum...i roughly remember that i kept calling out to someone in my sleep...waking up in the middle of the night..i asked mum whether i had called out in my sleep...my mum always say nothing...i know i did call out....but not sure to who....

whenever we went to visit my cousins and grandpa...."grandma's house" will always be at the tip of my tougue before i change it to "jin yee's house" ....that habit....can't be forgetten easily...i thought i would never had to feel that type of dreadful feeling again....but when i kept thinking 'what if is my grandmother and grandfather, will i go through that process of mourning again'...

I CAN'T THINK ABOUT THOSE THINGS!!!!!! WAKE UP AND LOOK AT WHAT IS IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!

i keep reminding myself of that....i just can't stand it....i don't want to face it...i'm not brave enough to....

NEW PHOTIS

I just uploaded new photos i took today and the last time when me, Vivian, Isaac and Delene went to eat at Bumba Gump Shrimp restaurant...hahaha

Today i went to Busch Garden with 13 other people...vivian, meiyin, annrel, shuhui, ester, pauline, ruth, Sylvia and many others....i had to wake like 6am in the morning to bathe and get ready..so tired...once i reach e bus...me n meiyin fall asleep throughout the whole journey...

This is my 2nd time to Busch Garden...e 1st time was with Pipo, Jamie and others....i took the same 2 rides again...Kumba and River Raft Ride...i manage to convince Vivian up to the Kumba roller coaster ride....yeah!!!!!!!!!! she finally took her 1st ever roller coaster ride...well beside "The Mummy Ride" but...got loops for the Kumba....so Hip Hip Hurray Vivian!!! i also took the Rihno Rally where we sat in a truck and travel to the "vast" wildlife..we saw some animals...and we go down a river too!!!!!!! Though it was a short ride...it was fun...cos we have the whole truck all to ourselves...hehehe...i bought souvenirs  again...this time for myself la! hahhaa....den we took another 1 hr 10 min ride back to Universal Studio den we go home...

Me, Vivian, Meiyin and Annrel went to chick fillet (a fast food restaurant) to buy dinner and went to Vivian house to eat dinner & to stay with Justina....she was working in the morning...denj meiyin went out with her colleagues and Pierson to celebrate Pierson's birthday...which is today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...

When i reach back home...lol...got afew ppl at my house...they re going clubbing again....isaac and delene went and call in sick tml so they could sleep in...and go clubbing...>_<... Pipo drive them to the club...i think jamie and tannya also went...got quite a few ppl went to club 2night...

I just hope that when delene and isaac come home ltr in the morning...pls don make too much noise...i want to sleep...

Well my next goal is Disney World and i wanna to go sea world again...very fun...the rides...hahahaha

Busch Garden!!!!!!!

I went Bush Garden at Tempa Bay with Jamie, Pipo and his grp of friends...

I call in sick the day before...so i can go bush garden...tt day i don feel like going to work at all....feel like i had it and i just don wan to work...

Pipo came to picked us up and 8.30am and drive us to fetch his friends...we used to cars as we have 8 ppl...in total we had 4 guys and 4 girls...balance....hahaha

On the way to Busch Garden...Pipo drink and drive and we listen to music...it was a very long trip and the wind kept on blowing and hit my face...

When we reach there...there were a SWARM of love bugs around the busch garden (BG)...it was digusting...i get to get in to BG for free cos im a UO team member haha...hurray for me...i guess...

Inside BG was very different from what i imagine...i thought it was more like a zoo den a theme park...but...it is a theme park...just with addition of animals around the park...there were very few animals in the park too...sianz...thought can see some US animals...

Once we enter BG....we went on a roller coaster ride...Gwazi...it is very similar to the Dueling Dragons...one lion and one tiger...the ride is made from wood...mostly...it doesn't ve any turns...only drops...the others ptll me to take the ride while 2 of them stay below as they do want to experience the [pain]...i went onto the ride and it was the worse ride i ever sit...there are so many drops...i was so scared..i don like the falling feeling...and it is really bumpy...really hurt...my back...ouch...

Den we went for the Sheikra...i did not went for the ride though...cos i don dare...there is 2 90 degree drop...it scared the hell out of me...i die die also don dare to ride...NO THANK YOU...so i waited at a bench for the rest of them...after they came back in one piece...just kidding....we went for another roller coaster ride...Kumba...it was a very fun ride...though i got a headache after i come down from the ride....it was not scary...after tt...we went for a wet ride...Congo River Rapids...something like the popeye ride...it was fun...i got wet at the back...hahaha

Den we took the Sky train to a food court for lunch...the food very...exp...lol..den it started raining...we cant go anywhere lor...lol...me jamie and pipo fell asleep on a sofa they had in the food court...we were shaken awake at 4.30...den we went to watch a musical and dance...after tt we went home...too bad...but i had fun...hahaha

Ripley's Believe it or a Not

Though it was a few weeks ago...i thought i'll still post  what happen that day...hahaha

Delene, Isaac and i went to the Ripley's Beleive It Or Not that afternoon...about 3pm..i know it was very late...we woke up very late in the morning...abit lazy to go out too...so in the end very late in the noon den go out...

When we reach the ripley's...the building was weird...it was slanted to one side...the building is very cool...we went in to buy the tickets..amazingly, UO team member have special discount for the price....so instead of $19...we pay half the price...that was a gd value for us...hahaha

There were many things inside the ripley's...some mathematical questions, IQ questions...they also have weird stuff...so weird till i not sure whether i believe them...there are some things that i beleive...some don't...i think is up to each of us to believe...

I took many pics of the stuff inside the building...i already had uploaded long time ago...the whole trip was very fulfilling...i enjoyed it alot...we spent about 3 hrs inside the ripley's...so i guess we were all too engrossed...den after we went to eat dinner at the China Buffet...the food very nice...

OH MY GOD...LOOK WHO I FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!

I found my primary school friends!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my god...i found Daphne!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO Ying Xuan....

HAHAHAHA

I'm so happy right now!

We have been out of contact for 6 long years! I finally found them online at Facebook today...

Daphne and Yu Yao are friends...tt how's i find Daphne...

Ying Xuan and Justina are secondary school classmates...and also know Delene...what a small world...

I always wanted to find my primary school friends so badly....

I miss them alot...esp Daphne...i miss those days alot...eating otak after school..playing by Yishun MRT station...hope not to get caught by teachers...like Mrs Jay...

I also got angru with her for a stupid reason...not sure whether she'll still remeber...hahaha...so long ago...

She's my best friend back in pri sch...now still 1 of my best friend...not sure how she think though...so much had change between us...

I not sure whether she is still the same girl as before or has she changed alot...

I wonder how she's doing...jsut chat with her...she at suzhou now...for her FYP...

I hope to hear from her more...hehehe...friends forever...i hope=)

This Week Past

Nothing much had happen...well got la...



Last week i went to Island of Adventure to play some of the rides with Delene and Daphne...

We only manage to get onto a few rides...

The 1st ride was the Dr Doom Fear fall...they force me only that ride...i was scared to hell...cause i don't really like roller coaster types of rides...i grip the handle till my knuckles turn white...Daphne was like trying to release my hands...but i gripped very tightly to the bar...that instant it shoot up and falls...i don knw how to describe any more...just scared...my legs were like jelly...

Then we went for the wet rides: Jurassic Park River ride, Rip Saw Fall (where Justina is working, Delene saw her be4 we "fall to our death" at the control room, but i was like cowering in my seat so as to not to get wet...so i never saw her) and the Popeye ride...luckily we got the raincoat from wardrobe so we did not get too wet...that was my 1st time going on so many scary rides...even wuth my family...when we go Genting...i don't even dare to take those rides...lol...and i haven even try the real roller coaster rides yet such as the Hulk and Dueling Dragons...lol



During my working days, i was once sent to Jurassic Park the gift store to work for the day i dont really like working in that store...the experience is quite different from working at Trading Comapny...so did working at Ocean Trader...which is located outside the Trading Company...the weather was so hot that i almost fainted during my shift...luckily my team captain came to look at me and give me a break...



From tml onwards, i'll be working till 11.45pm...lol so late...going to be dead lor...sianz...well i hope for the best...

Orientation...Finally...END!!

Finally the orientation end for me...it is like 4 days of orientation...the last 2 days was like liearning how to identify counterfeit currency, which type of payment is acceptable in Universal Orlando...and also i learn how to operate a cash register...

Yesterday, we went to each of our work location to meet our store manager and get our work shift for this week training...luckily at IOA Trading Co. the manager Scott, put me and Jami on the same shift...they also say they'll make sure we reach home safely after our shift...which means one of them will drive us home....YEAH....my shift like is the afternoon/evening shift so like ends work at nite...like 1045pm...hahaha very late...but it was fun...

I went with Midori & Stephy to play at Universal Studio on Sunday after our orientation, we went to play The Mummy triller ride...it was ver fast and scary...i don't like roller coaster...i really don knw how to survive the other roller coaster ride when i go with the rest of my room mates...HELP ME!!! hahaha

Today i'm like alone at home...in the morning, actually, me and Delene wanted to go Universal Orlando to play...i was like..."Oh No....roller coaster..." hahaha...but i'm looking forward to...we try calling up other ppl to go with us..but no one ans the call at all...i think everyone is out to work....den we decide to go out just e 2 of us...den Delene got call back to work as well...so now i'm like alone in the house...lonely...don't knw wat time they will reach home...lol...well...i'll go watch movie and anime while im at home...gtg...=D