...It Had Been A Rough Time...

55 days had passed since grandma is gone...forever...up tll now..i still cant believe it and cant bear to put down my true feelings...it had been a while...

i still did not want to believe that the day i receive the call from my mum....it really happen....i remember my mum n i was just talking about grandma just a day before it really happen...we kept thinking that grandma is getting better and she will get better....but that day...during that resort management tutorial...i will never forget that dead and empty feeling i felt when my mum called me and ask me to come down to the hospital...

for days i can't bear to sleep alone....always sleeping in the same room with my mum...i roughly remember that i kept calling out to someone in my sleep...waking up in the middle of the night..i asked mum whether i had called out in my sleep...my mum always say nothing...i know i did call out....but not sure to who....

whenever we went to visit my cousins and grandpa...."grandma's house" will always be at the tip of my tougue before i change it to "jin yee's house" ....that habit....can't be forgetten easily...i thought i would never had to feel that type of dreadful feeling again....but when i kept thinking 'what if is my grandmother and grandfather, will i go through that process of mourning again'...

I CAN'T THINK ABOUT THOSE THINGS!!!!!! WAKE UP AND LOOK AT WHAT IS IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!!!!!!

i keep reminding myself of that....i just can't stand it....i don't want to face it...i'm not brave enough to....

NEW PHOTIS

I just uploaded new photos i took today and the last time when me, Vivian, Isaac and Delene went to eat at Bumba Gump Shrimp restaurant...hahaha

Today i went to Busch Garden with 13 other people...vivian, meiyin, annrel, shuhui, ester, pauline, ruth, Sylvia and many others....i had to wake like 6am in the morning to bathe and get ready..so tired...once i reach e bus...me n meiyin fall asleep throughout the whole journey...

This is my 2nd time to Busch Garden...e 1st time was with Pipo, Jamie and others....i took the same 2 rides again...Kumba and River Raft Ride...i manage to convince Vivian up to the Kumba roller coaster ride....yeah!!!!!!!!!! she finally took her 1st ever roller coaster ride...well beside "The Mummy Ride" but...got loops for the Kumba....so Hip Hip Hurray Vivian!!! i also took the Rihno Rally where we sat in a truck and travel to the "vast" wildlife..we saw some animals...and we go down a river too!!!!!!! Though it was a short ride...it was fun...cos we have the whole truck all to ourselves...hehehe...i bought souvenirs  again...this time for myself la! hahhaa....den we took another 1 hr 10 min ride back to Universal Studio den we go home...

Me, Vivian, Meiyin and Annrel went to chick fillet (a fast food restaurant) to buy dinner and went to Vivian house to eat dinner & to stay with Justina....she was working in the morning...denj meiyin went out with her colleagues and Pierson to celebrate Pierson's birthday...which is today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!...

When i reach back home...lol...got afew ppl at my house...they re going clubbing again....isaac and delene went and call in sick tml so they could sleep in...and go clubbing...>_<... Pipo drive them to the club...i think jamie and tannya also went...got quite a few ppl went to club 2night...

I just hope that when delene and isaac come home ltr in the morning...pls don make too much noise...i want to sleep...

Well my next goal is Disney World and i wanna to go sea world again...very fun...the rides...hahahaha

Busch Garden!!!!!!!

I went Bush Garden at Tempa Bay with Jamie, Pipo and his grp of friends...

I call in sick the day before...so i can go bush garden...tt day i don feel like going to work at all....feel like i had it and i just don wan to work...

Pipo came to picked us up and 8.30am and drive us to fetch his friends...we used to cars as we have 8 ppl...in total we had 4 guys and 4 girls...balance....hahaha

On the way to Busch Garden...Pipo drink and drive and we listen to music...it was a very long trip and the wind kept on blowing and hit my face...

When we reach there...there were a SWARM of love bugs around the busch garden (BG)...it was digusting...i get to get in to BG for free cos im a UO team member haha...hurray for me...i guess...

Inside BG was very different from what i imagine...i thought it was more like a zoo den a theme park...but...it is a theme park...just with addition of animals around the park...there were very few animals in the park too...sianz...thought can see some US animals...

Once we enter BG....we went on a roller coaster ride...Gwazi...it is very similar to the Dueling Dragons...one lion and one tiger...the ride is made from wood...mostly...it doesn't ve any turns...only drops...the others ptll me to take the ride while 2 of them stay below as they do want to experience the [pain]...i went onto the ride and it was the worse ride i ever sit...there are so many drops...i was so scared..i don like the falling feeling...and it is really bumpy...really hurt...my back...ouch...

Den we went for the Sheikra...i did not went for the ride though...cos i don dare...there is 2 90 degree drop...it scared the hell out of me...i die die also don dare to ride...NO THANK YOU...so i waited at a bench for the rest of them...after they came back in one piece...just kidding....we went for another roller coaster ride...Kumba...it was a very fun ride...though i got a headache after i come down from the ride....it was not scary...after tt...we went for a wet ride...Congo River Rapids...something like the popeye ride...it was fun...i got wet at the back...hahaha

Den we took the Sky train to a food court for lunch...the food very...exp...lol..den it started raining...we cant go anywhere lor...lol...me jamie and pipo fell asleep on a sofa they had in the food court...we were shaken awake at 4.30...den we went to watch a musical and dance...after tt we went home...too bad...but i had fun...hahaha

Ripley's Believe it or a Not

Though it was a few weeks ago...i thought i'll still post  what happen that day...hahaha

Delene, Isaac and i went to the Ripley's Beleive It Or Not that afternoon...about 3pm..i know it was very late...we woke up very late in the morning...abit lazy to go out too...so in the end very late in the noon den go out...

When we reach the ripley's...the building was weird...it was slanted to one side...the building is very cool...we went in to buy the tickets..amazingly, UO team member have special discount for the price....so instead of $19...we pay half the price...that was a gd value for us...hahaha

There were many things inside the ripley's...some mathematical questions, IQ questions...they also have weird stuff...so weird till i not sure whether i believe them...there are some things that i beleive...some don't...i think is up to each of us to believe...

I took many pics of the stuff inside the building...i already had uploaded long time ago...the whole trip was very fulfilling...i enjoyed it alot...we spent about 3 hrs inside the ripley's...so i guess we were all too engrossed...den after we went to eat dinner at the China Buffet...the food very nice...

OH MY GOD...LOOK WHO I FOUND!!!!!!!!!!!

I found my primary school friends!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my god...i found Daphne!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO Ying Xuan....

HAHAHAHA

I'm so happy right now!

We have been out of contact for 6 long years! I finally found them online at Facebook today...

Daphne and Yu Yao are friends...tt how's i find Daphne...

Ying Xuan and Justina are secondary school classmates...and also know Delene...what a small world...

I always wanted to find my primary school friends so badly....

I miss them alot...esp Daphne...i miss those days alot...eating otak after school..playing by Yishun MRT station...hope not to get caught by teachers...like Mrs Jay...

I also got angru with her for a stupid reason...not sure whether she'll still remeber...hahaha...so long ago...

She's my best friend back in pri sch...now still 1 of my best friend...not sure how she think though...so much had change between us...

I not sure whether she is still the same girl as before or has she changed alot...

I wonder how she's doing...jsut chat with her...she at suzhou now...for her FYP...

I hope to hear from her more...hehehe...friends forever...i hope=)

This Week Past

Nothing much had happen...well got la...



Last week i went to Island of Adventure to play some of the rides with Delene and Daphne...

We only manage to get onto a few rides...

The 1st ride was the Dr Doom Fear fall...they force me only that ride...i was scared to hell...cause i don't really like roller coaster types of rides...i grip the handle till my knuckles turn white...Daphne was like trying to release my hands...but i gripped very tightly to the bar...that instant it shoot up and falls...i don knw how to describe any more...just scared...my legs were like jelly...

Then we went for the wet rides: Jurassic Park River ride, Rip Saw Fall (where Justina is working, Delene saw her be4 we "fall to our death" at the control room, but i was like cowering in my seat so as to not to get wet...so i never saw her) and the Popeye ride...luckily we got the raincoat from wardrobe so we did not get too wet...that was my 1st time going on so many scary rides...even wuth my family...when we go Genting...i don't even dare to take those rides...lol...and i haven even try the real roller coaster rides yet such as the Hulk and Dueling Dragons...lol



During my working days, i was once sent to Jurassic Park the gift store to work for the day i dont really like working in that store...the experience is quite different from working at Trading Comapny...so did working at Ocean Trader...which is located outside the Trading Company...the weather was so hot that i almost fainted during my shift...luckily my team captain came to look at me and give me a break...



From tml onwards, i'll be working till 11.45pm...lol so late...going to be dead lor...sianz...well i hope for the best...

Orientation...Finally...END!!

Finally the orientation end for me...it is like 4 days of orientation...the last 2 days was like liearning how to identify counterfeit currency, which type of payment is acceptable in Universal Orlando...and also i learn how to operate a cash register...

Yesterday, we went to each of our work location to meet our store manager and get our work shift for this week training...luckily at IOA Trading Co. the manager Scott, put me and Jami on the same shift...they also say they'll make sure we reach home safely after our shift...which means one of them will drive us home....YEAH....my shift like is the afternoon/evening shift so like ends work at nite...like 1045pm...hahaha very late...but it was fun...

I went with Midori & Stephy to play at Universal Studio on Sunday after our orientation, we went to play The Mummy triller ride...it was ver fast and scary...i don't like roller coaster...i really don knw how to survive the other roller coaster ride when i go with the rest of my room mates...HELP ME!!! hahaha

Today i'm like alone at home...in the morning, actually, me and Delene wanted to go Universal Orlando to play...i was like..."Oh No....roller coaster..." hahaha...but i'm looking forward to...we try calling up other ppl to go with us..but no one ans the call at all...i think everyone is out to work....den we decide to go out just e 2 of us...den Delene got call back to work as well...so now i'm like alone in the house...lonely...don't knw wat time they will reach home...lol...well...i'll go watch movie and anime while im at home...gtg...=D

Shopping!!! Waaa...so cheap...i think...

Yesterday we wake very early like 6am in the morning... i eat cereals for breakfast...we were like rushing around like mad...rushing to wash up, change and make up...lucky we were not late for the bus...i was so excited...finally to Universal Orlando!!!!

However...all we did was paperwork..again...we were drop at e human resource department...we had to go through simple security check be4 we can enter e building...den their staff check us and take down our uniform size for our uniform...can't wait to c how it looks...den we were assigned to out work location...i am assigned to the Island of Adventure...working at 'island of adventure trading company'...it is e main gift shop at tt theme park...u guys can go check it out urself...at 1st i thought where i was assigned to coz e paper they give me state "IOA trading company"...i was shocked for a while...i have no idea where i was assigned to...lol...luckily i went back and made a google check....

At e HR building, inside e training classroom, many of the staff were there welcoming us, they said they were very excited for us to come to Universal Studio....cos Singapore is going to ve one too...it will be a gd experience for all of us...we were told of many things...and ve to fill up many forms as well...these re e standard procedures...there was 1 thing tt they say tt sort of 'wow' us...cos of economy downturn in US, Universal Studio ve stop all the internship programme with other countries except Singapore...we re e last batch of interns they re keeping...untill their economy becomes ok again...'wow'...hahaha...oh yeah...my name tag...i use e name 'Hanna' hahaha don laugh...i kinda of like tt name...

We went back to e apartment at around 2pm plus...i ate subways again...sharing it with Delene...den in e evening, the rest of housemates went to gym & swimming while i stay at home...hahaha our dinner...hahaha...we eat curry chicken with toast bread...we cook ourselves....e 1st time we cook, we use fresh milk with the curry powder...it was yucky =P...den we buy e ingredients again, this time with coconut milk...it was silly for us to even cookcurry chicken...we cant even eat finish all the food...

Chee yang got lost while coming over to find me...n i sort of give him e wrong directions...sorry...so i ask my friend to help to to tell him how to come over...hahaha...he came around 10.30pm++ like tt la...so i pass him his biscuits...i took 1 packet from him la....hahaha...den we chat a little while den he left...i think i'll be going with him to Prime outlets to shopping again this Saturday...i wan get some cheap stuff...

For 2day, we re suppose to meet Justina and e others at 10.30am....however, we re late like my an hr...sorry guys...we took a bus to Florida Mall, e biggest shopping mall in orlando...all the branded goods are everywhere....so WOW...i bought 2 shirts, 1 sunglasses and 1 perfume at the mall....e shirts re 1 grey n 1 white with a pic of a zebra...n i aslo buy a sunglasses frm there...it was very cheap...they re frm Forever 21...Vivian n e rest say e things re very cheap...at 1st i did not wan to buy at all..only buy e sunglasses...but in the end i still bought some clothes...i like e clothes very much....i also bought a small bottle of apple scented perfume frm Victoria Secrets for like US$8 only...it was very cheap...we spent like 2 hrs in just 1 shop (Forever 21) n ve no time to explore e rest of the mall...den bout 5.30pm we went to Prime Outlets where u can find e cheapest branded gds there...lol...there was a Forever 21 there as well...i don really wan to go in there to compare e prices...i knw it will break my heart...cos some things will be much cheaper...e things there are really really cheap...though...it is still expensive...however...they re branded stuff so it is considered cheap...e.g. 1 US$238.89 clothes, at Prime Outlet, it sell at only US$69.89!!!! At Guess, i saw a shirt tt is very nice only for US$15...so cheap...but i nvr buy anymore...i stop buying things already...mus slowly c wat is available...i ve 4 months here at US...e persons who spend e most is...i don knw is Delene or Meiyin...over US$100+++but e clothes they bought is really really cheap n worth it la...best is they like it very much...i spend e least...hahaha...well tml will start e orientation again untill Saturday...den is shopping for all of us again...this time im going to ask C.yang to buy for me 1 thing....hahaha just kidding...well gs nite girls n mum...miss ya all >_< (i uplaod photo at photobucket n facebook...go c)

2ND DAY AT ORLANDO

Jetlag has finally caught up to all of us...we are so tired 2day....we have no mood to shop when we went to Walmart...everyone just want to sleep...but we did get some things we need in the apartment...so still ok lo... i have updated my photos as well...at the same place..can go c...

tml we'll be starting out orientation...need to meet at 7.10am in the morning...lol...need to wake early...so going to sleep...NOW...gd nite everyone...i'm really too tired to type much...nxt time den say more....Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Orlando Here I am!!!

Now i'm currently situated at Orlando Florida...the address is...nxt time den typr in...i lazy go out my room....

the flight was triring...over 22 hrs of journey...keep sleeping den eat & drink den sleep again...the plane was e older version ones...with no in-flight entertainment...damm boring...i didn't take much photo of me la...very difficult...hahaha....may have more nxt time...not 2day...don feel like taking much photos...

I reach Orlando at around 6.15pm (US) den we get transfer to our apartment...i share a room with a girl and 2 guys....hahaha...cos we don wan to get separated...so 1 room ve 3 girls and 1 guy while the other ve 2 guys 2 girls...

we went out to "survey" the surrounding, but everthing is closed as we went out too late..like bout 12 midnight...we return to the apartment around 1.30am plus...hahaha

den i called my parents using skype...i miss them so much...when i called mum at the airport, i thought she cry at the other end...so i...also started crying....>_< but only for a few minutes...

during this trip...i found out a few interesting things...some of us found our long-time-no-c friends frm secondary sch...i am one of them...i met
sylvia see...my WRS classmates during sec 1 & 2...i was abit surprise to c her going to US as well...for the same purpose too...Justina found someone she knew too that she haven c for a long time...hahaha...
the people here are very friendly, but may have a bit of communicationn barrier...the local people sometimes do not catch what we are trying to say...i think is because of the accent we use...to Singaporean...hahaha...that's y we need to repeat ourselves once or twice...but i have no difficulty understanding them...the local people also express themsleves freely...well...going to sleep now...will update more soon...


Epsically for YOU:
1. minqi
2. jiamin
3. yuxuan
4. yanqing
5.nazurah
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE PRESENTS U GAVE ME...I LIKE THEM SO MUCH...I HAVE NO TIME TO UNPACK EVERTHING YET SO NO PIC OF THE GIFTS...YET ONLY...SOON...AFTER MY ROOM LOOK MORE NEATER....I HAVE PASS UR "MESSAGE" TO JUSTINA, VIVIAN & MEIYIN ALREADY....THEY SAY THANK YOU TOO....WELL...I HOPE U ENJOY THE PIC...U CAN C THEM AT FACEBOOK TOO

TODAY WITH FRIENDS

Today is Wang Ying a.k.a. Lao Da's birthday=)

But she is not feeling very well..had a sore throat...hope she get well soon

I met up with Pei Ling, Zhi Jun, Janis and even Shi Ting...=) Too bad Hsing Yen could not make it...she have to take care of my grandma...

We went around window shopping, chatting up and eat at Ajisan...hahaha Janis can really eat very hot staff...so can Pei Ling...u guys lo...i cant even stand TT hot food...

I also have started packing...finally...hahaha

The luggage becomes so heavy...about 20kg already...still have shoes to put in and others stuff as well...i think i need to bags lo...lol...oh well............................................

Scare the Hell out of Me...lucky nothing happen - 1 mar 2009

This morning i had almost a heart attact...or something similar....the phone rings for very long...
at first i thought it was my mum who calls to ask me what i want for breakfast...i almost dont want to answer that phone call....but it rung for a very long time so i got no choice but to get up and ans the phone...(while my sis still snoring away nxt to me...)

It was my dad's friend....he say while my dad was running in the 10km marathon...he got ill...and they are sending him to the hospital...i was suddenly awake and start to panic...after putting down the phone....i start calling many people....my mum....to ask her to come back soon...my uncle...to help my dad fetch his car from the carpark....he was shocked to hear my dad in hospital as just a few weeks ago, my another uncle was in hospital for 2 weeks as well....

A lot of people was made known about what happen my dad...well 1 call lead to another...there's a lot of complication while calling for help....mum got a ride from his brother who is lucky to be at Lot 1 eating breakfast....they when to Changi Hospital and meet up with my dad's brother....

Around 1pm my dad and mum came back....lucky there was nothing much serious going on with him...he just did not have enough sodium (salt) in his body...after all that running and sweating...

Actually i was not that surprise to hear him fall...just that as long as it was nothing too serious...but since is because he lack of salt...i kind of say he deserve it...though im very worried...cos he ran 11km 2 days ago saying he's training for 2day...and went swimming twice yesterday...he was already feeling a bit uncomfortable last night...but what to do...he still want to go running 2day....

Now all of his friends at work know about him falling ill...even the future Department Director knows about it...he's becoming famous...hahaha sort of...I'm just relieve he's fine...=)

Trip to USA

Is exam period...studying hard for exam...den after that...off to US...to work...i'm nervous and excited to go experience a new environment and work experience...

Beside working in a daycare centre for 2 weeks...i ve never work at any other place...thus this will be my first time working in a retail shop and oversea....

I really look forward to this trip....and at the same time hope i can pass my exam 1st...

Now got not much time to update my blog....but i work hard to at least update it once a week...hope so...*grin*...

EVERYTHING CHANGES...

Everything changes around me...ever since a new semester starts this...

1) I got selected to go US, Universal Studio to work during ITP
2) My friendship with "them" is disappearing...only holding on because of projects.

Everything gone dark a sudden...
But...my friends are still there for me...by best friends...the girl guide click....hahaha...they are always there for me when i need them...always helping, caring....i can talk to them with open heart...without needing to hind anything...maybe a few things...hehehe...not much...FRIENDS 4EVER GIRLS (ZJ, PL, WY, HY, JANIS)